As i said in the latest diary, I started to go to church in Osaka!! It was worship day today. This place is so powerful!! Thank Marikosan for telling me the place. One of the best things at church is meeting great ppl. They are so nice friendly and open to
speak themselves. Since I’m a 4 months baby Christian and Japanese, I’m not good at talking about myself. I’m not comfortable to do it yet. It sounds like a paradox, but we need to be objective when we tell ourselves to the others. Moreover I feel that nobody is interested in my story, even though I already know at somewhere in a corner of my mind that they will show interest whatever I tell them. But then, I don’t understand it yet. Therefore I was more listener than speaker today.

Today I had opportunity to join a group which consisted of only English speakers. Hmmm God knows what I need. Yes, I must keep speaking English to improve my English. I’ve been here only half month but I already get used to non-English environment:( Honestly, I got a headache after 3h discussion in English. It’s soooo exhausted. Plz don’t get me wrong. I’m thinking it in a positive way. I could realize how much I haven’t spoke English and how much I should practice it!!

I like the way Christians like their lives. They know what they have. They don’t compere with the others to know their happiness. One of the group member told me that he’s living his dream now. I’m living my dream too. Living in a dream sounds gorgeous and luxury. Ppl may imagine when someone says that he must have nice job, earn tons of money, have fancy cars, huge houses everywhere in the world etc… Our common image of “dream life” is like this. When I heard his dream life, i knew that each person has their dream life. It should not be the same. It doesn’t have to be someone’s dream. It doesn’t have to have mean to someone else as long as it has meaning for myself. I go to college in the US to study film. I kept dreaming it for about ten years. Even though I dreamed for a long time, I forgot how much I wanted it. Now I remember it.

I know myself through them. I understand myself little more deeply through them:)

I went to church in Osaka last night. It’s first time. I listen about how important forgiveness. Yes, I need to step forward. Maybe I’m not ready yet but I should start to think abt it at least. I could meet nice ppl over there. One of them, Tatiana is so cool. She is super friendly:) I feel I can be a good friend with her;)

God knows what I need.

今いちばんよく聴いてる曲。どっちもアガりまくる。最新Tuneじゃないけどええねん

Rihanna のBirthday Cakeめっちゃラジオで聴くねんけどyoutubeに上がってんのRemixばっかり？Originalはいつあがるんーー！

今回帰国で利用したのはKorean Air。２度目の利用、もちろん機内食はびびんぱ:D

前回の冬の帰国時利用したUnitedでは映画の選択が最悪でちっとも楽しくなかったのですが今回はバリエーションが超豊富で12時間のフライトのほとんどを寝ずに4本見ました。

Sherlock Holmes: a Game of Shadow

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo

My Week with Marilyn

Tower Heist

どれも見たかったけど見逃してたやつばっかり。

シャーロックホームズはま内容どうでもよくって、スローモーションを多用したアクションシーンがとってもかっこよかったので◎

ドラゴンタトゥーの女は、本家の大ファンなのでどんな出来でも酷評してやる気で見た。
ダニエルクレイグはなかなかよかった。ジェームスボンドしてるときはなんでもそつなくこなすのに、今回はちょっとどんくさいミカエル役をちゃんとどんくさくこなしてました。ノーミラパスじゃないリスベッドはリスベッドじゃない。ルーニーマラも悪くないけどやぱなんかちょっとノーミラパスのあの灰汁の強さの前ではパンチ足らん。
セット、ロケ、脚本、本家と一緒でハリウッドリメイクしたのはなぜだったのやら。やっぱり本家が好き。

My Week with Marilynはミシェルウイリアムスがアカデミーにノミネートされてました。
マリリンモンローが動いてるのをいまだ見た事が無いのでなんとも言いにくいけど、結構好演だったのではないかと思う。学校の授業でも習った「メソッド演技法」で自我が不安定なマリリンを見るのは酷でした。世界のトップスターなのに、こんなに心はもろくて満たされてなかったんだなーって。

Tower Heistは予告編見て「おおーいい感じの泥棒ムービーだ！」って思ってたんやけどあまりにド素人すぎてなんだか。。もっと素人ながらにプロフェッショナルな感じが欲しかった。しかもキャスト豪華なのになんか。。とくにマシューブロデリック。もっとほかに何かできるだろー。

以上まとめレビュー！